My dreams are messed up. I imagine people I never met, and have scenarios that I would never be able to think of if I was awake. Sometimes they’re terrifying, sometimes they’re bliss, and sometimes they’re mystifying.
In other news, I’m doing well in school. And yet I’m scared. If I could maintain my usual level of studying and keeping up I would be doing fine. But I’m not. I’m afraid to progress and do more work. I don’t know why that is. I sit at home wasting my time when I know I could be doing something productive. I go out to avoid work and now it’s all piling up on me. What’s wrong? Do I want to do poorly?
I always… seem to want to reach out at times like these. My memories have faded and I no longer see familiar faces.
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Great lyrics from a song. I’ve learned some Korean and have installed a language keyboard, so I’ll be writing something in Korean next time around.
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EDIT// Turns out I can’t post korean characters. I’ll find a way around it next time.
I love you