If you’ve known me in the past couple of years, you probably already know how important friendship was to me. I worked hard and created incredible friendships that I thought would last for years. It’s hard to believe that two of them have completely been shattered. I’m not sure how, but it seemed that we’ve drifted apart. It pains me to believe that something we called ‘best friends’ has turned into nothing more than old aquaintences. It was so easily broken apart that I’m starting to wonder if it ever was a strong friendship from the start. Was I not there for you during the tough times? I want to say that I’ve given 100% after our university split, but we both know that’s not true. But at least I tried. Yesterday was the last time.
It’s so hard to describe the feeling of loss here. It’s like losing a part of your past. Sigh, this is another step towards to being a crazy old cat man living alone drinking slushies. I must look on ahead and just make new friends I guess. If there ever is a day where you two come back and want to be friends, it just might be too late. And that makes me sad.